"Isn't it, though? Like, what the fuck?" Molly asks, and though she's laughing as she does, it's undeniably true, and hard to discern what might be worth it for that reason. There's a lot of shit she's been through that she would instinctively want to undo if she could, and yet at the same time, she doesn't know where she would wind up for it if that were possible. It doesn't make the bad stuff any easier to cope with, but it makes it a lot harder to resent or regret anything. "But at least we are where we are now."