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Lee Adama ([personal profile] adifferentpath) wrote in [personal profile] losttheright 2016-03-12 07:05 am (UTC)

"It sounds like you've made up your mind," Lee says, "Or at least, when it comes to most of it."

He's been operating under the assumption that this was probably happening ever since Molly told him, but to hear her phrase things that way makes the idea of it even more real. He knows there are options, here. Maybe Molly won't have an abortion, but that doesn't mean she wants to be a mother anymore than Lee thinks he wants to be a father. He's not quite sure where she stands on not keeping the baby after its been born, but the one thing Lee knows is that something like that won't be the end for him. He went through too much as a kid, not knowing when his father would come back, his and Zak's frakked up relationship with their dad as a result... he doesn't think he can put kid through any part of that.

"And like I said, I... I'm not ready for this. But I don't know if I ever will be. Gods, I don't know if anyone ever is. But... if you want to have this baby, then I'll be here for it and I'm here for you. Though... I guess that's just a long way of saying I don't think I have any idea what I want yet."

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