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To say that things have been crazy lately wouldn't be entirely accurate. If anything, they've started to feel more settled than they have in months — if she's honest, the better part of two years. There's still a hell of a lot to do, not the least of which involves moving her shit from Lee's apartment to the one she's newly signed a lease for, but there's a weight off her shoulders and an unspeakable relief in that. It may yet be a while before she starts to feel like herself again, but Molly thinks that she is, at least, well on her way to making that happen. At the very least, she can focus on her own goddamn life again, and it leaves her lighter, more focused, not throwing herself into work as a distraction or trying to shrug off responsibility anymore.

This is the way things should be. Maybe the way they should have been all along, though if she'd taken this option in the first place, if Lee had been out of the picture sooner, then it wouldn't be Jessica who's adopted Abigail, and she wouldn't feel half as secure that everything has worked out for the best. All three of them get what they ought to be able to have this way. Knowing that, she hasn't lost a goddamn wink of sleep over it. If anything, she's slept better than she has in longer than she can remember.

It's only a coincidence that she's near her lawyer's office when she decides to stop for lunch and a coffee, already in the area and remembering the café that Rebecca had showed her. With that being the case, though, it isn't much of a surprise to see Rebecca herself inside, and Molly smiles as she walks towards her. Given everything that's just been handled at the firm where she didn't know Rebecca worked when she chose it, she wouldn't be surprised or bothered at all if Rebecca has heard about what happened. Even if that weren't the case, she wouldn't hesitate to greet her.

"Hey," she says, smiling. "So you were definitely right about this place. Worth a repeat visit."
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Some days, it feels like she's been going nonstop for months, trying to get her life back and everything about it in order. Some days, that's a relief. If she stops, she has to think about it; if she thinks about it, she'll wind up teetering on the edge of a precipice again, increasingly less capable of staving off the breakdown she's been waiting to hit her since she woke up on New Year's Eve to an empty bed, her child left without a father. Strangely enough — or maybe not so strangely, when she really thinks about it — it isn't Lee she mourns, or is trying to stave off mourning, or whatever the fuck the right words for it would be. Some of her friends who've gone, yes, the loss of Katie and Jamie in particular one that cuts deeply, but mostly, it's herself for whom Molly finds herself grieving, the person she used to be, the life she used to have, the one she's been trying with all she's got to get back to. There are moments when she thinks she almost manages it. Most of the time, though, she knows it's just a front. There's too much she needs to get in order for her to actually feel like herself again.

This is part of that. For the past few months now, she's had occasional meetings with a lawyer, figuring out what her options are and how best to proceed. It's with increasing certainty that she thinks she will move forward with the adoption process, too, making this all the more important while she works out the details.

She's on her way out, feeling just a little lighter, as she's prone to after meetings like this, when she spots a familiar face heading towards the elevator too. It takes Molly just a moment to place her, but she's always had a head for names and faces; it practically comes with the job description. She smiles, then, turning towards the other woman. "Hey," she says. "Rebecca, right?"

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